Girls, Girls, Girls, part 2

After writing my first blog on my relationship with the ladies, I forgot to add the second part of the equation. I was thinking about how I blame my self for most of my mistakes. I still hold my self accountable, but I think it isn’t 100 percent my fault. I think another problem is that girls don’t really give me a chance. I usually try to start off slow, and just ask people to do casual things, such as go for lunch, hang out, study, or whatever activity that is used to break the ice and give my self a good first impression. Only about 25% of the time, I get a response back. It could be the fact that, the person is a self inflated dumbass, snobby, stuck up, not interested, or just being lazy. It could be a combination. Its happened many times. Yeah it feels like shit, but it also gives me the fire to keep going, and to improve my self and attain higher goals. It gives me motivation to try to prove that person, although most of the time, they don’t know or care. But It’s funny how some people have totally flaked out on me, or changed their minds when I ask them to do something, and to make it seem like your interested, that is just a plain bitch move. Sorry about using the language, but its just me expressing how I feel about it. But shit that’s all I have to say about that.